Goodbye for now. https://benigmaforums.runboard.com/t148 Runboard| Goodbye for now. en-us Fri, 29 Mar 2024 06:32:43 +0000 Fri, 29 Mar 2024 06:32:43 +0000 https://www.runboard.com/ rssfeeds_managingeditor@runboard.com (Runboard.com RSS feeds managing editor) rssfeeds_webmaster@runboard.com (Runboard.com RSS feeds webmaster) akBBS 60 Re: Goodbye for now.https://benigmaforums.runboard.com/p1623,from=rss#post1623https://benigmaforums.runboard.com/p1623,from=rss#post1623I think from my experiance it was her telling you everything is ok and its there way of saying goodbye to loved ones in human form. I personally think we are all just energy in a carbon base form. And when our physical body dies we reach for enlightenment a 4th dimension or a constant state of thought, there is really no way of knowing until it happens to us though. I believe if a person is good in heart and spirit they transcend to it. If they are evil and mean spirited they suffer. The Movie Ghost was based off of many interveiws by people that escaped death or had near death experiances on both ends of the spectrum. Do you believe? :gfrg: nondisclosed_email@example.com (beaners rants)Thu, 11 May 2006 18:50:51 +0000 Goodbye for now.https://benigmaforums.runboard.com/p1622,from=rss#post1622https://benigmaforums.runboard.com/p1622,from=rss#post1622that was a beautiful idea getting a star in her name. the night my mother passed away i was at work, and for some strange reason she was just on my mind. i started talking about her with my friends. talking about how she was when she was younger, and how she was now. then i got up and called my house and asked them to please check on her, because i had a feeling that she wasn't ok. they assured me that they had checked on her a couple of hours before, so they didn't go checkon her again. i think that was when she passed away. the problem that i am dealing with now, is that i don't know if she came into my mind because she was saying goodbye, or if she was asking for help. and sometimes i blame myself for not making them go check on her. because if she was asking for help, i didn't do a good job.nondisclosed_email@example.com (Xiao Lynn)Thu, 11 May 2006 15:05:32 +0000 Re: Goodbye for now.https://benigmaforums.runboard.com/p1621,from=rss#post1621https://benigmaforums.runboard.com/p1621,from=rss#post1621April My sympathies with you. I lost my Mother to cancer in 2000. It was very slow and painful for her and me and my brothers. We my brothers and I were there around the clock giving her morphine to help her with her pain until she finally went to sleep. She wanted to pass away near Loved ones and not in the Hospital. When we knew she was in no more pain was when I went back to work. It was the longest week of my Life. The reason I am going into detail is for 2 reasons which is basically 1 reason how a dealt with the pain in my loss. On the night my mother passed I was in my bed waiting for my wife to get out of the shower. As I laid there up in the corner of bedroom wall was a blue orb or ball of energy about the size of a soccer ball but it wasn't concentric. I tried rubbing my eyes but she was still there. I yelled for my wife to come see. She didn't see her though but she was right there. For a good 20 seconds. Then A huge clap of thunder went off and she was gone my Mother. Secondly that clapp of thunder led to the loudest thunderstorm I have ever heard and it lasted about 10 minutes of steady BOOM! BOOM! BOOM! really loud thunder. Now from what I've heard every time there is a thunderstorm Heaven opens it gates. After the orb disapeared I told my wife my Mother passed away! Then 10 minutes later I got the phone call. I cried Like a baby, not because she had died but because she came to me in a form of energy and let me know it was ok that she is in a better place. At her Funeral a presented my Brothers and Step Father each a Plaque with my Mothers name and star that was named after her so that they may find comfort on a lonely night. That they can look up in the night sky and talk to her star knowing she is listening.nondisclosed_email@example.com (beaners rants)Wed, 10 May 2006 03:11:54 +0000 Goodbye for now.https://benigmaforums.runboard.com/p1620,from=rss#post1620https://benigmaforums.runboard.com/p1620,from=rss#post1620i'm going to post it up in here when i'm done.nondisclosed_email@example.com (xiao xiao)Tue, 09 May 2006 19:04:06 +0000 Re: Goodbye for now.https://benigmaforums.runboard.com/p1619,from=rss#post1619https://benigmaforums.runboard.com/p1619,from=rss#post1619That would be cool, and very moving!nondisclosed_email@example.com (Snake101)Thu, 27 Apr 2006 02:49:40 +0000 https://benigmaforums.runboard.com/p1618,from=rss#post1618https://benigmaforums.runboard.com/p1618,from=rss#post1618well i look at her pictures all the time, and i have her on a few videos...i'm going to make a music video tribute to her, and i just always talk about her. i really want to remember her. nondisclosed_email@example.com (Xiao Lynn)Wed, 26 Apr 2006 17:13:44 +0000 Re: Goodbye for now.https://benigmaforums.runboard.com/p1617,from=rss#post1617https://benigmaforums.runboard.com/p1617,from=rss#post1617Believe me you'll never forget someone you loved that much!nondisclosed_email@example.com (Snake101)Wed, 26 Apr 2006 15:23:18 +0000 https://benigmaforums.runboard.com/p1616,from=rss#post1616https://benigmaforums.runboard.com/p1616,from=rss#post1616i talk about her all the time now. every second i get. sometimes i find myself scared that i would forget her. forget what she looked like. but everyone around me keeps saying i'm crazy to think that. i hope they're right.nondisclosed_email@example.com (Xiao Lynn)Tue, 25 Apr 2006 20:39:03 +0000 Re: Goodbye for now.https://benigmaforums.runboard.com/p1615,from=rss#post1615https://benigmaforums.runboard.com/p1615,from=rss#post1615I'm really sorry to here that about your mum. Ive lost three grandparents but I can simply only imagine what youve been through. Just remember that she's still there watching over you in evrything that you do. I'm sure she doesn't want to see you upset and grieving all the time. Just try and remember the good times and keep smiling nondisclosed_email@example.com (Snake101)Sun, 23 Apr 2006 09:48:35 +0000 Re: Goodbye for now.https://benigmaforums.runboard.com/p1614,from=rss#post1614https://benigmaforums.runboard.com/p1614,from=rss#post1614thanx everyone. it's getting better for me. just taking it one day at a time. i figure i'm ready to come back to enigma. i need something to get my mind off of things. i was trying to get to the point where it doesn't hurt anymore...but then i thought it was better for it to hurt. i fear that the day it stops hurting is the day i don't care anymore. but i could be wrong. i have never had to deal with anything like this before. this was the first funeral i ever went to. the first time i was ever at a cemetary. the first time i have really lost someone close to me. so i don't really know how to handle the situation.nondisclosed_email@example.com (Xiao Lynn)Wed, 12 Apr 2006 09:30:59 +0000 Re: Goodbye for now.https://benigmaforums.runboard.com/p1613,from=rss#post1613https://benigmaforums.runboard.com/p1613,from=rss#post1613omg i'm so sry i wish i was there to comfort u, but knowing she's in a better place sorda makes me feel better i just want to say that i love u and know that i'm here if u need me ok nondisclosed_email@example.com (2kiki4u)Thu, 06 Apr 2006 10:00:53 +0000 Re: Goodbye for now.https://benigmaforums.runboard.com/p1612,from=rss#post1612https://benigmaforums.runboard.com/p1612,from=rss#post1612My heart goes out to you. Its always very sad wnen a loved one goes. all the best to you.nondisclosed_email@example.com (Andy Hulatt)Tue, 28 Mar 2006 15:09:35 +0000 Goodbye for now.https://benigmaforums.runboard.com/p1611,from=rss#post1611https://benigmaforums.runboard.com/p1611,from=rss#post1611thank you all. i'm trying my best to get better. i just feel like i'm walking around in a dream all the time. and i'm just waiting to wake up and have my mom just walk into the room.nondisclosed_email@example.com (Xiao Lynn)Tue, 28 Mar 2006 13:23:39 +0000 Re: Goodbye for now.https://benigmaforums.runboard.com/p1610,from=rss#post1610https://benigmaforums.runboard.com/p1610,from=rss#post1610My condolences to you and your family. nondisclosed_email@example.com (jokerscrowbar)Tue, 21 Mar 2006 00:08:42 +0000 Re: Goodbye for now.https://benigmaforums.runboard.com/p1609,from=rss#post1609https://benigmaforums.runboard.com/p1609,from=rss#post1609april ...im so so very sorry for your mothers passing away .if there is anything you need to talk about just pm me she is now at peace in paradise forever eternal ... you will always remember the good memories i miss my mother still to this day ~Anna~ nondisclosed_email@example.com (AnnaAngel1)Thu, 16 Mar 2006 00:32:58 +0000 Re: Goodbye for now.https://benigmaforums.runboard.com/p1608,from=rss#post1608https://benigmaforums.runboard.com/p1608,from=rss#post1608Hello Lynn, I am so sorry to hear this of your Mom. You and your Mom are both in my thoughts and prayers.  Always remember......Memories last forever Poodernondisclosed_email@example.com (Pooder)Wed, 15 Mar 2006 01:06:05 +0000 Goodbye for now.https://benigmaforums.runboard.com/p1607,from=rss#post1607https://benigmaforums.runboard.com/p1607,from=rss#post1607last night while my mother lay sleeping she passed from this world of pain and into the arms of god. i always prayed and hoped that she would get better. but god saw it best for her to go home. it hurts alot. i feel lost and confused, and i don't know what to do next. i don't know anything about organizing funerals or wakes. and i have no money to do so anyway. i just ask your prayers to be with me and my family during this time of sorrow. i must take a leave of absence from enigma for awhile. to get things in order. i don't know when i will return, but i know the staff here at enigma and my amazing members will keep enigma alive in my absence. i love you all. and want to remind you to take a minute everyday in your life, to thank god for life, and all those around you. Love, April M. a.k.a Xiao Lynnnondisclosed_email@example.com (Xiao Lynn)Thu, 09 Mar 2006 18:03:17 +0000