Xiao Lynn
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Goodbye for now.
last night while my mother lay sleeping she passed from this world of pain and into the arms of god. i always prayed and hoped that she would get better. but god saw it best for her to go home.
it hurts alot. i feel lost and confused, and i don't know what to do next. i don't know anything about organizing funerals or wakes. and i have no money to do so anyway.
i just ask your prayers to be with me and my family during this time of sorrow. i must take a leave of absence from enigma for awhile. to get things in order. i don't know when i will return, but i know the staff here at enigma and my amazing members will keep enigma alive in my absence.
i love you all. and want to remind you to take a minute everyday in your life, to thank god for life, and all those around you.
Love,
April M. a.k.a Xiao Lynn
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3/9/2006, 6:03 pm
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Hello Lynn,
I am so sorry to hear this of your Mom.
You and your Mom are both in my thoughts and prayers.
Always remember......Memories last forever
Pooder
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3/15/2006, 1:06 am
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april ...im so so very sorry for your mothers passing away .if there is anything you need to talk about just pm me
she is now at peace in paradise forever eternal ... you will always remember the good memories
i miss my mother still to this day
~Anna~
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3/16/2006, 12:32 am
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My condolences to you and your family.
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3/21/2006, 12:08 am
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Xiao Lynn
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Goodbye for now.
thank you all. i'm trying my best to get better. i just feel like i'm walking around in a dream all the time. and i'm just waiting to wake up and have my mom just walk into the room.
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3/28/2006, 1:23 pm
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My heart goes out to you. Its always very sad wnen a loved one goes.
all the best to you.
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3/28/2006, 3:09 pm
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omg i'm so sry i wish i was there to comfort u, but knowing she's in a better place sorda makes me feel better i just want to say that i love u and know that i'm here if u need me ok
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4/6/2006, 10:00 am
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Xiao Lynn
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thanx everyone. it's getting better for me. just taking it one day at a time. i figure i'm ready to come back to enigma. i need something to get my mind off of things. i was trying to get to the point where it doesn't hurt anymore...but then i thought it was better for it to hurt. i fear that the day it stops hurting is the day i don't care anymore. but i could be wrong. i have never had to deal with anything like this before. this was the first funeral i ever went to. the first time i was ever at a cemetary. the first time i have really lost someone close to me. so i don't really know how to handle the situation.
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4/12/2006, 9:30 am
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I'm really sorry to here that about your mum. Ive lost three grandparents but I can simply only imagine what youve been through.
Just remember that she's still there watching over you in evrything that you do. I'm sure she doesn't want to see you upset and grieving all the time. Just try and remember the good times and keep smiling 
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i talk about her all the time now. every second i get. sometimes i find myself scared that i would forget her. forget what she looked like. but everyone around me keeps saying i'm crazy to think that.
i hope they're right.
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